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Musings of Madness I

by Tommy Icarus

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1.
Survivors 03:22
Is he a criminal? Is he a fiend? Consorting with the vile and all manner obscene Who can adjudicate? Who can be fair? When the bombs start falling and ignite the air We are the survivors Are you stronger than the modern man? It’s a cold heart what they’ve done We’ve felt the pain lets have some fun We’ll live it up til the day is done Oh alien, you are stronger than the modern man I rather like the idea of holding on til it’s done The blood upon their hands but yet they haven’t won And when they fall no we won’t deny it Oh we will rise as the survivors It’s a cold heart what they’ve done We’ve felt the pain lets have some fun We’ll live it up til the day is done Oh alien, you are stronger than the modern man Time to fight time to heal Now is the time to reveal Just a soul with a song and a choice in hand Time to rise time to stand Oh alien, you are stronger than the modern man We are the survivors
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Paranoid 03:44
Blue skies. Got me feelin’ pale Their eyes cuttin’ through the vale I’m calling all you bastards from the corners of the darkness I employ Paranoid paranoid I’m feeling fine now how bout you? Maybe I’m caught in the tide Maybe they’ve hung me out to dry Maybe I’m paranoid paranoid I feel their eyes watching me I know i gotta hide what they can see Maybe I’m paranoid. I need the cover of the night Take out the watcher. Come out to play I’ll annoy ya Don’t mind the blood cuz I’m feeling sane I caught a lift upon the eastbound train Hopped the rails and went into the rain Drew my blade and held it tight Down the alley through the darkened way I heard the steps increasing in their pace Closing in now why oh why? I took his life.
3.
Gold is the color of my disease Tell me once tell me twice but I will not see Glittering beyond the sea so well defined View my prize All that I can see will bow before my eye Infalible luck Terrible lie Cross my heart and hope to fly Give me what I want I’ll make it mine Oh my god it would be so much better To cast my lot and cut your tether Rising on the wings of fortune fine Sold out like an American Sold out to the American fantasy Hold back your hand I don’t need help I know my strength and know it well Your wisdom is a coward’s drink I’m made to soar I can not sink
4.
Let Me Go 03:59
I am a master at convincing myself That I am worthless and not worth the help Fighting through the pain It will not let me go I do not know if I am mad or am sane I lose myself in the tributary Swallowed in the deep It will not let me go Give back tainted love When all I have is not enough And I can’t seem to overcome my blood Down my spirit plummets Into the bottomless abyss How to rise above it Feel like a stranger in a crowded room Walls a closing in and I can’t deny it Fighting through my hell It will not let me go Why can’t I be normal and just entertain But I’m so fucking dysfunctional I can not hide it Feeling so damn low It will not let me go
5.
I’m a liar with a poison tongue Staring blindly like a bastard I’ve become… a cold memory With hands held tight across my chest I lay me down for restless rest I’d gladly walk a mile now in your shoes Said the wise man to the fool and if you wanna catch the blues I’ve got bottle of Jack and a tale of Heartbreak Oh will you find me? Will you find me? Out there on my own. In the weather On the wild side I’ll take my chances I don’t want to live alone but I know no other way, know no other way to be We all play the hand we’re dealt No I wasn’t born rich in this land of the free I had to work for all my opportunity But life has a way of kicking you when you’re low Perspective has a sting when you’re down on the floor Try as I can but couldn’t even reach the goddamn door When all I want is a place to lay my head at night to feel my life alive inside
6.
The Son 02:53
Father hold it You should protect him not breed rejection You don’t own the world But what the hell do I know You’re a no show Come and find me if you dare There is a world beyond their “love” I am hiding beyond glare Don’t strike the son Don’t strike the son You deny him Spoken like a tyrant With violence He’ll tow the line to try and avoid you Like all good boys do Come and find me if you dare There is a world beyond their “love” I am hiding beyond glare Don’t strike the son Don’t strike the son
7.
Addicted 03:35
I am a world igniter I’m gonna cut you in two You’ll never be the same, babe When I’m done with you Out of sight Out of mind Out of rhythm Out of time now, baby Violent heart Violent eyes Violence in your disguise Won’t you show us the prize You saw the world for what it is and now you’re addicted Addicted to truth Turn back the hollow lies cuz now you’re addicted Like I’m addicted to you No I won’t deny it Yeah I’m coming for you Think we can drop this act now? And push it on through Out of touch Out of dime Out of breath Out of time now, baby Golden heart Golden hair Golden eye to the stare More that I can bare Like a drug in my veins A melody insane you call me there Like the honey to the fly I could never pass you by You saw the world for what it is and now you’re addicted Addicted to truth Turn back the hollow lies cuz now you’re addicted Like I’m addicted to you Turn back the hollow eyes
8.
Inevitable humanity There is no escape from your disease Oh Hello Let fall my heart in pieces to the ground Once in a while I know Once in a while I see Turning back the pages in my aching memory A candle held for you The person that I knew As you fade I’ll hang my head and say my last goodbye Hang my head. I’ll hang my head I’ll oh… I have no words tonight No heaven heard my plight Watch you slip away to the cold corners of your mind You brought me so much pain Yet without I’d have not life I’ll hold your memory dear As we say goodbye Once in a while I know Once in a while I see Turning back the pages in my aching memory A candle held for you The person that I knew As you fade I’ll hang my head and say my last goodbye Hang my head. I’ll hang my head I’ll oh… Oh Hello Let fall my heart in pieces to the ground

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Musings of life, pain, and hope

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released March 1, 2019

All music written and performed by Tommy Hajduk

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